volver...

martes, 18 de agosto de 2009

volver...

a veces creí que esto era una etapa superadaq en mi vida, que todo iba a andar bien... deje atras viejos fantasmas, especialmente a "L", me puse las pilas con la facultad, conoci a quien crei q era mi principe y me olvide quien era...
pero en realidad esta soy yo??
no lo se en realidad, solamente se que esta es una eleccion mia y en los momentos mas duros le encuentro un por que...
volvieron viejas sensaciones, la tristeza escondida, el miedo al espejo, el desgano por la vida... que me paso?? muchas cosas juntas y en muy poco tiempo... y ana volvio a ganar espacio en mi vida...
no se si ANA es "la" solucion a mis problemas, pero ayuda a taparlos, a tener otras prioridades en mi vida...
no se si estoy bien o mal... quiero encontrar mi verdadero yo! si alguien lo ve que me avise...


I told another lie today
And I got through this day
No one saw through my games
I know the right words to say
Like "I don’t feel well"
"I ate before I came"
Then someone tells me how good
I lookand for a momentFor a moment
I am happyBut when
I’m alone
No one hears me cryI need you to know
I’m not through the nightSome days
I’m still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we’ll be okay
Together we can make it through another day
I don’t know the first time
I felt unbeautiful
The day I chose not to eat
What I do know is how
I changed my life foreverI know
I should know better
There are days when
I’m okay
And for a moment
For a moment I find hope
But there are days when I’m not okay
And I need your help
So I’m letting go
I need you to know
I’m not through the night
Some days I’m still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we’ll be okay
Together we can make it through another day
You should know you’re not on your own
These secrets are walls that keep us alone
I don’t know when but
I know now
Together we’ll make it through somehow
Together we’ll make it through somehow
I need you to knowI’m not through the night
Some days I’m still fighting to walk towards the lightI need you to know
That we’ll be okay
Together we can make it through another day